[ - fUrUpUrU's Life Mirror -]

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

'Goals'

To achieve by the end of hols:-

photoshop (real in depth)
flash
jap lang (more more in depth)
roller blading
final theory (driving)
swimming
sewing (if possible)

my inertia has gotten the betta of me.
i've got to stop lazing around.
hav done nothing constructive so far.

@L3xIz's party on Tuesday, November 29, 2005

'Wrong Emotions'

felt very upset since yesterday. Coz felt totally sold off n betrayed by a group of frenz. Knew tat they din mean to n the world could only be so practical when there r benefits, but couldn't help feeling sad abt it. Ask myself a million times if I would do the same if I were in their shoes, I told myself strongly tat I wouldn't. I couldn't be happy if, knowingly, my actions will bring others sadness or anger. On the other hand, I hav no idea why am I feeling sad over such a situation while others, under normal circumstances, would be angry.

guess I juz have to get used to the crudeness of society..

@L3xIz's party on Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Friday, November 25, 2005

'Makeover Photos'

the ppl at the shop suspected I was of vietnam origin... wonder where did tat idea come from..

@L3xIz's party on Friday, November 25, 2005

Monday, November 21, 2005

'Let out from within'

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HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

phew. hope I feel betta.
back to the damn LAW.

@L3xIz's party on Monday, November 21, 2005

Sunday, November 20, 2005

'Obessions'

I m so obessed wif Jdramas nowadays. firstly, hana yori dango. recently, nobuta wo produce. Wat the title mean is 'Project corrections for wild boar' sth like tat. The show's bascially toking abt changing a gal, whom was nickname nobuta (aka 'wild pig/boar) , from a creepy n unpopular gal to a person tat's real popular in school. This changing project is undertaken by 2 of her classmates, one super popular and seemingly perfect guy in sch(shuuji) and the other, that merely get drunk everyday on soya bean milk (akira). Hilarious drama acted by yamapi(news) n kamenashi kazuya (kattun). Can't wait for the soft sub to come out!!

Another 2 more days to freedom!! YEAH!!
Another 3 more days to harry potter!!

Seishun Amigo!! WOHOO!!

@L3xIz's party on Sunday, November 20, 2005

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

'Exams'

'Pls put down ur pens, it's 12pm now!' boom a loud voice thru' the speaker. I was like 'shit'! Din even finish the paper. Spend my whole week studying n yet did not get a chance to write down the answer... I look up n saw my neighbours sitting solemnly on their seat wif a frown.I started glazing around n saw others shaking their heads and whispering to their frenz. 'YES!' my heart shouted loud wif joy. At least i'm not the only miserable one around who find the paper tricky.

'U can go now. pls remember to take all ur belongings with u and . . . ' I stood up beaming wif joy. Before i knew it, my fren pulled me around and started discussing answers wif me. She was like ' die leh, u noe i couldn't finish . . . but the paper's really simple u noe' I stared at her in total disbelief. 'din finish n yet simple huh...' I murmured silently. 'It's okay' I told myself. ' She din finish aniwae.'

Met another fren at the bus stop. 'I manage to finish the paper, so not too bad...' she said with a smile. 'Damn! but it's okie, she's the one outta so many others tat finish, daijoubu desu (it's okie)' i consoled myself once again.

Saw a fren on the bus n started discussing the paper again. realised her ans had so much details which mine lack of. 'shimatte(die)! but it's ok still i got 'A' for my coursework, so i wun die...' Still consoling myself.

Days later, took a cab to JP to eat lunch wif my frenz. 'Xiaoqing! u noe tat almost the whole cohort got A for their coursework?! So angry u noe, they din even read our report they juz scan thru the format of the report!!' my frenz complaint in the cab. I was like ' really...' .

Realised tat my attitude has change 180 degree after a few days n 360 degree from long before. Last time, in this kinda situation I'll most prob get into a depression state. But now, I guess I'd change my mindset. From the pt of view of life, life is short n why bother abt unhappy stuff? eversince the last time i cried abt some sad stuff, I've been telling myself from then on, I'll be happy and smile. Something troublesome happen, I'll juz look from the other side n it can be sth for me to smile at. no use bothering over sth tat u can't do rite. Juz like the exam. wat's done is past. behaving negatively dun solve anithing. life will still hav to go on. In tat case, I choose to live it feeling good.

@L3xIz's party on Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Monday, November 07, 2005

'Hana yori dango!!'

SUGOII!! to the extend that my brother even watch wif me! we watched like 2 episodes in one go! n it's damn nice! there's neva a moment of boredom (so far)! looking forward to the third one! heard that it's very funny. Wahoho! I can't wait!!!

tmr is the first day of exam, yet all i'm thinking abt is this show... aiya, bad timing! -_-"

@L3xIz's party on Monday, November 07, 2005

Friday, November 04, 2005

'Hana Yori Dango'

I WANT TO WATCH THIS SHOW!!!! juz in case u dunno wat this show is, let me refresh ur memory. It's 流星花园 ... and trust me, I m not refering to the taiwan nor manga version. I am refering to the latest jap drama release! yesh, TBS has decided to refilm this hot manga series after the taiwan version of hana yori dango got more popular. This show star matsumoto jun and inoue mao... Hope that it'll be betta than the taiwan version, coz afterall the storyline came from japan... >_<

D/L the cm here ----->

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