'Felt abused & bullied'
sometimes juz feel very bullied. Juz like today a little while ago. my mum had ask me to enquire abt sth which i think it is so super redundant to do so. But since she wanted to noe, I actually sat down and tok to her nicely abt how I feel abt her queries. Then she claimed that I dun wanna help her. To stop agitating her, i tried suggesting to call the person whom she wanted to ask.
But she prefer an email. When i told her tat the fastest way to clarify things is by phone, she blow up again and claimed that I hav no intention to help her at all since she told me abt this 10 days ago. She said tat all I noe is to stared at computer n do my own stuff - watch drama and variety show and wateva.
Din she know how much work & pressure I m gettin' from sch and my team mates each day?
Din she know how hard I work each day to finish my sch work?
Din she realised how hard I try to put on smiling face each day?
Din she realised that I dun even hav enough sleep everyday?
Din she realised that I hav been de-stressing alot thru diff mthd?
When she accused me, I really wanted to break down. The last thing I need in this stressful period is this.
Fortunately, I was able to hold those thoughts back.
I wan to be stronger this year.
and I will be.
@L3xIz's party on Friday, March 03, 2006
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