Wednesday, May 31, 2006

i'm such a sinner~
today my mum buy take away lunch for me coz she's nearby~
n during lunch time, i join the whole crowd of perm staff out to eat~
coz i dun wanna eat alone ma~
all of them were shocked to see my package lunch~
at first they wanted to go burger king to eat~
then, considering tat i cannot eat outside food at BK, they went all the way to foodcourt to eat~
although they din specifically say it's becoz of me~
but the sudden change of location, if i still dunno, then i'm a big idiot~
the whole crowd leh~
around 15 plus ppl..
i'm such a bad person~
n in the foodcourt, the guys kept calling my name n telling me to sit down n eat~
totally treat me like someone tat muz be 'taken care of'~
i m such a bad person~
so embarassed tat i kept blushing~
haiya!!


@L3xIz had fun on Wednesday, May 31, 2006



Tuesday, May 30, 2006

since jun jun is toking abt how we noe each other, i shall "recap" how we get to noe each other~
sec 1:
i get to noe ellie coz we r sittin' beside each other
meijun noe charmaine n szeman coz same reason
hong xuan noe lydia coz same reason again
charmaine make frenz wid joyce n becky
joyce n szeman get to noe chin n chun jing thru st john
sec 2:
ellie get to noe joyce(sittin' beside again)
i get to noe chunjing n chin(sitting in front), meijun(also thru prefects) n hong xuan(sitting behind)
.
.
.
then i dun remb~
if anione can, then fill in the blanks~


@L3xIz had fun on Tuesday, May 30, 2006



Monday, May 29, 2006

had a fufilling ktv session on sat~
somehow, i m still craving for more~
wonder when can we ever do it again?

somehow felt happier during work nowadays~
juz starting to feel tat i m part of the company~
was even asked by my colleague to join the company outing~

developed taipei trip fotos already~
a bit disappointed tat the quality of the foto were not as good as the shop claim to be~
n of coz, i still din get those on kenneth's camera~

lookin' forward to charmaine's birthday party~
but i really dun hav costume!
wat to wear??

feelin' hungry n tired~
shld i wait for my mum to buy dinner?
or shld i cook my own dinner?


@L3xIz had fun on Monday, May 29, 2006



Friday, May 26, 2006

had given up on the tot of having a big birthday bash~
maybe i dun really have the time to plan~
juz had to take it as juz another day of my life~
thinking of going to ktv~
where i'll force each and every member of 208 to sing me a full song each~
and i'll record it down~
isn't it more creative?
haha~


@L3xIz had fun on Friday, May 26, 2006



Thursday, May 25, 2006

feelin' terribly weak today~
coz went to see doc yesterday~
my mum was so worried~
no choice~

took mc for 2 days~
finally finish a client's account~
so i can 'rest in peace'~

had been sleeping the whole day~
felt tat my body cannot even move an inch~

finish watching devil beside you juz now~
rainie yang is really cute~
mike he and wang chuan yi r very good looking~
somemore my name is in the show (but the xiao is diff)~
feels kinda funny~

really look forward to july~
free time to laze around before i step into the working world~
time passes so fast~


@L3xIz had fun on Thursday, May 25, 2006


in response to joyce's recent blog entry~

i noe u hav been toking abt this issue non stop~
i noe u find sth weird n u wanna voice out~
but i'd also told u my pt of view before~

i understand sometimes y some members r , like u said, avoiding certain topics~
i wun say tat they r dishonest~
coz they din say anything, they only plain refuse to tok abt it~
208 r close~
but humans r unique in very different way~
we use different way to express concern and love for one another~
which is y we reponse differently to the same topic~

it also depends on the situation tat we experience before and we r in currently~
sometimes, speaking the truth can hurt one deeply whilst sometimes it juz make one noe more aware abt themselves~
i'm not saying tat ur insistanace on speaking the truth is wrong~
but there r juz no universal way~

for me, i'll tell someone the truth abt themselves if only i m with him/her alone~
to me, if i tell them all their bad pts in front of so many ppl is embarassing them rite in front of their frenz~
n i would neva do tat~
i would neva tell u the truth in a manner tat will cut u so deeply coz i believe tat there r other ways to tell the truth without making u feel so bad abt it~
i believe tat when u love someone, it is being frank in ur emotion N also to think of tat someone's emotion~
for me, the second part will always be my first priority~

i dun voice out my true emotion all the time~
so wat if m i scare or angry abt sth?
i wun wan to spoil the atmosphere for my frenz~

let me drop u a hint~
let say i saw sth tat ppl dun usually see n i m scare~
i dun go telling 208 tat i m scare becoz of this reason~
coz tat will scare u all to the max~
this is y sometimes i kept so quiet~
n i do recall joyce n chin kept asking me why m i so stress~

second eg~
so wat if i m angry wid wat u did~
i dun start telling u off or scream at u while u r in ur good mood~
i believe tat to be happy is sometimes so hard to come by~
i wun wan to make u deprive of it juz bcoz i m angry at u for sth~
which is juz a small personal emotion of mine~

i also believe tat ppl r free to choose whether they wanna noe abt certain things n whether they wanna tok abt certain issues~
in my pt of view, a good fren will support their decision no matter which side they have chosen~
or rather i would say tat a good fren will understand and respect their fren's decisions~

i hope u get my pt~
"不把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上" - tat will be the way i use to love my frenz.
i hope u understand.
in this comment, i m not trying to point fingers or defend anyone~
i m juz stating wat i believe~
anyone is free to rebutt me~


@L3xIz had fun on Thursday, May 25, 2006



Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I hate myself for being so weak in health~
y hav i not recovered???
i m coughing like crazy~
i dun like the effects of western medicine~
which is y i dun see a doctor unless i m sick till i can't even get up~

the most ridiculous thing tat happened today = slept for 10 mins in the toilet without realisin'
i even had dreams~
my colleague was laughing his head off when i told him abt it~

had a big discussion abt the da vinci code and religion (christianity, catholic, buddhism, hinduism, muslim) wif my colleagues.
one of my colleagues was so knowledgeable.
he told us abt the bible history and how it relate to muslim and the da vinci code~
he even told us how dan brown (author of da vinci code) got his idea from~
i was very impress~
he even led us to a conclusion tat although the movie brought abt much criticisms, but it makes ppl more interested to get to noe the true bible story~
which is actually a good result~

got to noe a fren~
the way she treats her bf really make me pity her bf~
she's really the sassy sort~
probably her bf love the challenge??

so has anyone tried my 'secret reciepe'? hehe.


@L3xIz had fun on Tuesday, May 23, 2006



Sunday, May 21, 2006

feelin' very good~
get to sleep all I wan for 2 days~
although it did not help in the speed of recovery of my flu~
but I felt refresh~
Tmr is a working day again..
really dun feel like going..
juz feel tat i need more time to recurperate and get back all my energy~
ma~
juz my little wish~
most probably will end up reporting for work~
coz my colleagues said they need my help~
dun wanna fly them aeroplane~

osu! ganbarimasu!!


@L3xIz had fun on Sunday, May 21, 2006


I feel that I m gettin' weirder and weirder.

When I was small, I used to come back from the wet market either crying or feeling very upset.
coz everytime I see the fish seller scaling the half-dead fishes, I felt a sharp pain on the surface of my skin and deep in my heart.
It was as if I was being scaled.
Whenever the half dead fishes struggled to breathe, I felt their difficulty in breathing.
I always felt them staring at me, beggin for help, but I was always not able to do anything.
I always had to look away, coz I really can't bear it.
When I walked passed the chicken stall, I felt the dead chickens telling how wrongfully they died.

But now, it seemed to get worst.
I m always on a saving mission to save drowning insects in my bathroom.
n worst of all, I seemed to be calming them and giving them directions..
before I knew it, I realised I was actually speaking to them aloud..
For those that I was too late to save, I actually grieved for their passing..

Now, it's not juz big living things that I can feel, even the small ones, I can feel them panicking and struggling to live..

I m really weird..


@L3xIz had fun on Sunday, May 21, 2006



Friday, May 19, 2006

sick today.
down wif cold.
hope that i'll get betta by tmr.
had a great day wif my colleagues today.
where in the world do u see auditors auditing, tok crap and laughing loudly at each other at the same time?
it somehow juz dun fit the image of an auditor~
hahaha~
but in this way we relax n lessen our pressure~


@L3xIz had fun on Friday, May 19, 2006


I always feel a gap between my frenz n I.
Even wid 208 is the same.
we can tok abt everything under the sun, but when it comes to settling meals, i juz felt super extra.
i always felt bad tat i trouble my frenz to find food for me, so that we can hav meals together.
but i, too, dun enjoy the feeling of dinning alone or juz watching how my frenz slice n gobble down their meaty meal.
sometimes i really hope tat i wun be so different.

my mentor had juz left me wif a stack of audit papers n his laptop for my work at the client's place tmr..
i wonder whether i'll be able to handle it tmr..


@L3xIz had fun on Friday, May 19, 2006



Wednesday, May 17, 2006

finally upload finish the fotos!!!
*clap clap!*
find tat my colleagues r very nice bunch of ppl~
not only they teach me abt audit work patiently, they also tried finding vege food n insisted on eating together wid me~
I really felt very bad abt tat~
this 2 week will be qoing to client's place which is at pasir panjang~
we dun seem to find any vege foodstall nearby~
for 2 days, we have been taking bus to habour front to eat~
i felt as if i'm wasting their time~

To say the truth, i felt very uncomfortable at first~
coz they r all perm staff n all guys somemore~
(too much "yang" qi)
but they r a nice n hilarious bunch~


@L3xIz had fun on Wednesday, May 17, 2006



Tuesday, May 16, 2006

very very tired..
auditing work is t-e-r-r-i-b-b-l-e..
feel like my eyes going blind soon from the checking of client's sales invoices n purchase order..
juz last week i was complainting tat i learn nothing at work..
this week started working like siao..
i see the client's documents, suddenly felt so scared..
coz like cannot finish one..
all of a sudden wanted to go back to school to study..
school's betta~

sorry wasn't able to finish uploading the taipei pix..
will upload once i can find time..


@L3xIz had fun on Tuesday, May 16, 2006



Saturday, May 13, 2006

yesterday, a disgusting incident take place again.
was going home from my fren house n decided to take a bus alone, coz i wanna sleep.
i was taking the inner seat again coz my journey is long n i dun wanna be selfish.
i remb making sure tat the person sitting beside me is a lady before falling into deep sleep.
after a while, i felt tat tat 'lady' was sitting very close to me.
i relunctantly opened my eyes n to my shock, found an uncle next to me.
WTH.
i'm damn pissed off lo.
i kept staring at him.
luckily he decided to sit further away (but still beside me) since i'm awake now.
n to my horror, the uncle in front also kept turning back to look at me.
the first thought tat flash thru' my head is to move out from tat seat.
but i can't coz i'm wearing skirt.
feel so helpless all of a sudden.

n i tot only taiwan guys r pervertic enough to take note of.


@L3xIz had fun on Saturday, May 13, 2006



Friday, May 12, 2006

juz uploaded a few photos from the taipei trip.
but haven finish uploading yet~
will try to finiah uploading asap~
can take a look here~
charmaine's camera <click>
joyce's camera <click>
my camera <click>


@L3xIz had fun on Friday, May 12, 2006



Wednesday, May 10, 2006

charmaine has uploaded our first batch of taipei trip photos!!
u can find it under charmaine's album.


@L3xIz had fun on Wednesday, May 10, 2006



Tuesday, May 09, 2006

backed in singapore on sunday nite.
started working on mon morning.
almost died of tireness.
work wasn't as exciting as I hope to be.
really hope tat i'll learn a lot of stuff in 2 mths time.
cun believe tat i'm a final year student starting from next sem!!
feel very senior~
but dun think life as an accountant will be fun.
already heard from my colleagues tat they work from 7.30am to 2am almost everyday.
and tat is consider off peak period.
well.. i guess u'll noe wat it'll be like for peak period.
so no life.

a conclusion after the trip to taipei - taipei guys r really pervertic..

will try to upload whenever my eyes r able to open..
currently trying to recouperate the lost sleep during the taipei trip..


@L3xIz had fun on Tuesday, May 09, 2006


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