Sunday, May 21, 2006

I feel that I m gettin' weirder and weirder.

When I was small, I used to come back from the wet market either crying or feeling very upset.
coz everytime I see the fish seller scaling the half-dead fishes, I felt a sharp pain on the surface of my skin and deep in my heart.
It was as if I was being scaled.
Whenever the half dead fishes struggled to breathe, I felt their difficulty in breathing.
I always felt them staring at me, beggin for help, but I was always not able to do anything.
I always had to look away, coz I really can't bear it.
When I walked passed the chicken stall, I felt the dead chickens telling how wrongfully they died.

But now, it seemed to get worst.
I m always on a saving mission to save drowning insects in my bathroom.
n worst of all, I seemed to be calming them and giving them directions..
before I knew it, I realised I was actually speaking to them aloud..
For those that I was too late to save, I actually grieved for their passing..

Now, it's not juz big living things that I can feel, even the small ones, I can feel them panicking and struggling to live..

I m really weird..


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