got a motorola v3i from my dad for birthday~ (left) bernard, me, junjie, diana, winston (right)
so happie~
despite the fact tat i m still at a loss on how to use it~
my brother bought me sth over hundred bucks~
make me very touched~
yesterday a colleague of mine ask me go dinner~
it's XXXX, 208 pple will noe~
coz i'm the onli intern going~
so i decided to turn it down again (actually i rejected their offers a lot of times before)~
this time i told him personally tat i m not going coz i'm meetin my frenz (which is true but at a later time)~
i think he looked kinda disappointed~
i felt bad also~
but i dun feel so comfortable around all the perm staff alone also~
met my frenz at plaza singapura~
bernard accompanied me first since i reached early~
suddenly realised tat he kinda talkative~
find tat all of them looked betta than before~
lol~
esp. someone~
hehe~
if u r still slow, ask me in msn~
during the dinner, bernard said i dun look nice in uniform..
n the guys kept repeating tat i looked only a little bit betta than before~
the whole conversation sounded like i'm "VERY horrible looking" during JC n now i juz manage to attain (finally) the "A BIT horrible looking" standard..
so evil..
i mean, i m not pretty but not no need to keep hurting my weak pride ma..
i rather they juz keep silent abt it~
felt so inferior the whole nite n this morning..
told my brother abt wat they said..
my brother said: "their head lah! dun listen to their rubbish~"
i'm again so touched~
coz he dun say such a thing to me before~
he'll usually agree wid other ppl~
tell me i look terrible in all clothes tat i've chosen n he will neva find a gf tat is like me~
if the whole world onli left tat gal tat is like me, he'll stay single~
i so bad meh??
@L3xIz's party on Saturday, June 17, 2006
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