i made my fren cried on thurs during work~
i cun believe how insensitive i was~
her bf juz went to USA for scholarship study for 4 yrs~
then on thurs morning, she kept asking me whether it is possible to get an internship to work in US when she graduate~
i was like," huh? y u wanna do an internship?! since u grad then work in US!"
then ask me how to get jobs in US..
n before i can reply, she asked whether it is possible to get a job in US by applying through a subsidary in singapore..
i should hav realised how desparate she was to get to US~
but i was slow~
n i asked her, "u miss ur boyfren izzit?"
n the very next second, she cried so terribly in front of me~
i was so surprised until i juz stared at her for a few seconds~
then she cried n whispered, "pls dun mention him..."
n i finally woke up from my shocked state~
i reached out my hand n patted her back~
my mind spinning as fast as a computer processor, scanning every possible words of consolation or even jokes to say~
NOTHING...
i scanned thru' my brain again~
"pls let there be some lame jokes! pls let there be some lame jokes!" i screamed to my brain..
NOTHING...
n before i knew it, my mouth opened n said, "lucky u din put make-up today, or else it will smeared a lot.."
i had to slap myself invisibly for saying sth so dumb..
then i laugh awkwardly~
maybe she tot tat i looked dumb laughing in tat manner~
or maybe she tot tat i was laughing at how she will look if her make-up smeared~
she reached out her hand, hit me softly on my arms and she laughed through her tears~
phew.
mission accomplished.
a lesson learnt - be more sensitive from now onwards...
@L3xIz's party on Saturday, June 24, 2006
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