Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Happi B'day Beckz!
Sorry for not being to attend ur celebration yesterday..
hope u'd fun!!


@L3xIz had fun on Wednesday, September 27, 2006


finally a day to rest..
yet i cun seem to rest in peace..
the workload piled on the table was not cleared at all, all from dateline ranging from tmr to october..
emails keep popping up my mailbox, keep telling me to "prepare concept for tmr" or " this r the slide designs n contents, pls have a look n edit"..
it's not tat i hate my grpmates, but i juz hope for once tat thay can stop contacting me n disappear..

my "life" is lost..
n it's replace with disgusting works..

cookin spagetti now..
hopefully it work wonders to calm my terrible mood..
maybe it'll work mircales too with miso soup..


@L3xIz had fun on Wednesday, September 27, 2006



Saturday, September 23, 2006

realised nobody is updating their blog nowadays..
perhaps all of us are too busy wid our work..
craps.
work has made a fool outta us..

nothing interesting to update abt my life recently..
unless u count the fact tat my tuition tutor told me tat i will fail my JLPT 3 as one..
rather sad tat he said tat..
but it's true tat i advance too fast..
instead of feelin discouraged, i felt my fighting spirit raging more fiercely than ever..
might be a good sign..
well, u neva noe until u try rite..

a coup in thailand..
i wonder if arashi will change their concert venue?
haha..
it's fat hope though..
but it's juz a thought..
come sg pls!!

i'm still not free despite the mid-term break..
i'm already kinda pissed..
really need a break so badly..
my wish now is that the time would stop for me to take a rest..

miss 208s!!


@L3xIz had fun on Saturday, September 23, 2006



Monday, September 18, 2006

is doing the rite thing more impt? or human rites?
probably the best situtation is a balance of both...
same as the issue: think abt urself is more impt? or think abt others' feelin?
all of the above are so subjective..
we make conflicting choices..
maybe tt's y we hav conflicting lives..

perhaps growing into adulthood means learning to accept of this grey portion..
Issues are no longer a yes or no..
the ans lies somewhere i dunno..


@L3xIz had fun on Monday, September 18, 2006



Sunday, September 17, 2006

so long din blog..
din even have time to breath for the past 3 weeks..
sunday's still project day tat kind..

din even hav time to meet frenz for lunch most of the time..
lunch time r either occupied by discussions by team mates or attempts to try finish my individual assignments before i get home..
most of the time i juz skipped my lunch..
juz thinking abt the infinite project meetings n individual workloads, i juz dun hav the appetite..
probably tat's when the gastric started..
late nights n early mornings..
almost everyday..
really feel tat i'm gonna die of tireness..
there was once i finally had the time to had lunch wid my frenz, my head juz hit the table n i fell straight asleep..
during this period, even if it's taking a wink for 5 min, i'll feel so "xin fu"~
always find myself dragging my feet to lessons n after sch lessons like driving n jap tuition..
my frenz claimed tat i m learning too many things at a time..
maybe ba..
now tat it seems..
tot 2 core modu will be relaxing..
wu noes it'll be 2 "killer" modu..

one ridiculous thing..
i wonder anione experience it bef?
the feeling of hating my handphone..
juz hope tat it dun ring..
dun sound at all..
everytime it sounds, i hav more things to settle..

guess i'm really too stress..

finally had a breather yesterday nite after 12am..
although my eyes were so tired, i juz cun sleep..
i juz had too many things i wanna do..
watch my drama, anime surf net for leisure!!
din even do all these in the past 3 weeks..
stayed up till 4am..
woke up at 7am today..
so tired n my my eyes so pain..
yet my brain seemed to be very eager to catch hold of every available seconds of my free time..
watch tv the whole day today..

neva felt so glad n relax for the past 3 weeks..
really really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart..

back to work tmr..


@L3xIz had fun on Sunday, September 17, 2006


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