Sunday, February 18, 2007

for some reason, i juz gotta stay up all nite..
nothing to do with work..

spend my time looking thru' friendster.
realised tat everyone changes~
all r for the betta though~

on fri, i realised sth miralcously unbelievable~
had not manage to tell anione yet~
this sem has been filled with coincidences~
somehow it juz reinforces my belief in fate..

next issue:
why izzit durring the last sem then i feel tat i m starting to enjoy uni life??
n i even feel tat i might be missing it when i start working??
perhaps, i'm juz a bit "slow" in letting out myself when i shld..


@L3xIz had fun on Sunday, February 18, 2007



Thursday, February 15, 2007

so tiring today~
last nite din sleep much, coz was preparing for quiz~
today still muz go sch damn early to go queue for gary cao ge's concert tix~
to jun jun: i finally got the tix!!! this is our very "first" date in ntu after 3 yrs!!!
yah yah~
it's all my fault~
always damn busy~
dun even hav time to "date" dear jun~
"this" is my v-day pressie for u!! muack!!

though din spend v-day with a lover, i spent it wid my beloved frenz~
went orchard for window shopping~
had dinner at ding tai fung~
v-day can be juz as exciting~
shld tell u guys more details when we meet up~

hmm..
wat abt next sat?? i can meet u gals after my jap exam~
let find somewhere where we can chill n catch up~


@L3xIz had fun on Thursday, February 15, 2007



Monday, February 12, 2007

was reading everyone's blog~
my heavy mood was immediately lighten up~
thanx gals~
5 mins ago i was still cursing n swearing at those prof who make me work like cow for almost 2 mths..
now i feel that there's at least a part of my life that i m contented wid~
a feelin' that i juz caught up with everyone's life though we did not see each other~
internet is a tool worthy of its praises~

in reply to joyce blog entry,
u r not alone, coz my mum does tat all the time..
n wat's worst is she loves to do that in front of other strangers..

2 issues to report abt~
happie: i finally finish my jap classes!!
sad: spending my v-day with a QUIZ...
goodness...
on a second tot, if it promise to be "gentle", guess i wun mind~

sigh.
time to hit the books.
though i'll prefer to "burn" them.
R WAR RRRR~


@L3xIz had fun on Monday, February 12, 2007



Sunday, February 11, 2007

i'm glad that szeman replied in her blog.
n i'm glad that on her side, there's no hard feelin'.
somethings r meant to be settled and forgotten.
life is too short for additional partings n bad memories.

a side note:

BON VOYAGE to dear HONKIE~

sorry, wun be able to see u off..
i'm still stuck in my pile of work..
u noe how terribly busy auditors are rite..
so auditor-in-training needs to train harder..
LOL.


@L3xIz had fun on Sunday, February 11, 2007



Saturday, February 10, 2007

i realised that everyone's not bloggin' animore.
pardon me if u think i m too sensitive.
but i m juz guessing that it is abt certain issues that concerns betwn the equality of "giving & recieving" issue.
or to be clearer - expectation issue.
i'm sure most of the 208 bloggers knows wat i'm toking abt.

i have been holding back my comment on this issue.
everyone in 208 means a lot to me.
n when i say this, i mean it.
i dun wan to choose between an "either-or" option.
but i do hav my tolerance level too.
and i hate to see this kinda tensed up situation.

Firstly, i believed the main factor to achieving a long-lasting relationship is acceptance.
Accepting ur fren for who she is.
Not TOLERATE who she is.
and definitely not EXPECTING her to become who u wan her to be.
and when i say this, i m not standing on either side.

Secondly, disagreements, disappointment, unhappiness, loneliness are all juz part n parcel of frenship.
there's nothing perfect in this world.
even couples quarrel.

thirdly, ask urself how much u value this frenship.
if ur frenz r very dear to u, pls think bef u act.
always put urself in ur fren's POSITION.
consider how she would react to certain phrase or word.
and one more thing, i m really AGAINST "declaring a battle" on blogs and MSN nick.
i think it is putting on a show for everyone to watch.
When u hav a problem, solve it.
not cry to the whole world to get their pity.
coz i'm pretty sure people are not so nice.

somethings are meant to be settled not only by others.
think of how u can play a role as well.

i noe a lot of people are gg to reserve their comments.
but if, there's anione who feels they hav strong opinions abt this issue, u r always free to tok to me on msn.

everyone that knows me, knew that i m a direct person.
it's either i say it or i "swallow" it.
if i choose to say it, it's either i noe u will accept it or it already exceed my tolerable level (which i m pretty sure that it's not very low).

can we maintain this good relationship for another 1 year?
it depends on each n everyone of us.
and i hate to lose either one of u.


@L3xIz had fun on Saturday, February 10, 2007



Wednesday, February 07, 2007

goodness.
i think i muz be so busy until i m so insensitive to all the surrounding matters.

my grpmate called n asked for meeting date to be changed from this thurs to next mon.
being my free day n bearing in mind tat i hav a quiz on the following wed, i wasn't agreeable to the idea.
i kept persuading them to changed to wed (after the quiz), thinking tat we will be able to do the project in peace after clearing an obstacle (the quiz) and the fact tat i'll be physically in sch tat day.
my persistence paid off.
it's only after a shower, then i realised wat a muddle-head i m.
next wed is valentine's day..
they muz hav percieved me as an insensitive brat!!!!


@L3xIz had fun on Wednesday, February 07, 2007



Monday, February 05, 2007

i really dun wan to say this..
keeping in mind all the info learnt from self esteem lecture n witnessing other people's miracle..
i have been supressing my real feelings..
locking it tight in my heart "container"..
hoping the brain will be able to stimulate the secretion of catalyst or homones somewhere to change its "solid" state..
awaiting for my own miracle to take place..

i really dun wan to say this..
but I M GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!
A strong urge to set fire on the never-ending piles n piles of reading materials.
and I hope I will.
*eyes glowing in the darkness*

mood is crazy.


@L3xIz had fun on Monday, February 05, 2007



Saturday, February 03, 2007

there r somethings tat u hav to step forward and fight for it..
but, i'm juz no good at it..
why am i feeling a little sad over something tat i din even try to fight for..
so contradicting..

mood is sad.


@L3xIz had fun on Saturday, February 03, 2007


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