neva felt so lousy for a long time.
wake up during evening.
half of the day is gone with me spending it sleeping.
everyone is gone.
parents went to visit my uncle in the hospital.
my brother has not been home for days.
it's juz me, lying in the middle of the quiet room.
except for a distant chirping sound of a mynah.
my head is spinning out of control.
due to the lack of sleep last nite.
and my back aches like hell.
the quiet environment makes me feel even worse.
i felt so alone.
it is sometime amazing tat despite my age, I can still be overwhelmed by loneliness.
i would have expected myself to be more independent.
more mature.
more calm.
one tat can provide a shoulder for someone to lean on when needed.
which, i m sadly admit, I m not.
days ago, i had the "honor" to deal with a "witch" in the company.
dun undertsand how some ppl can be so happy when they r sarcastic and unhelpful to others.
does tat, perhaps, make them feel high and almighty?
imbalanced freaks.
@L3xIz's party on Thursday, August 09, 2007
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